Wednesday, March 14, 2012

ROUND-TRIP TICKET

Before we come to Earth
we are given a round-trip ticket
so that, when we finish our sojourn here,
we can go back Home .

We come here to this planet
full of excitement and expectations.
Upon our birth as a human being
we embark on our life's journey.

This is a wondrous place,
full of adventure, things to see and do .
People are mostly kind, but
we soon learn that some are not.

It's up to us to decide how
to handle Life's vicissitudes .
Do we enjoy it, get satisfaction from it,
or do we allow it to defeat us,
destroy our spirit ?

Do we learn as we go along;
do we figure out the best path to take,
or do we huddle within ourselves
and hide from the realities of life ?

It behooves us to learn quickly and adapt
to the changes that come, often unexpectedly .
It isn't easy; there are many obstacles
in our path. We have to either go around
or leap over them .

We have lessons to learn while here
in this Earth school .
Only when we have completed them,
will we use the 'Return' part of our
Round-trip ticket, and go back
to where it all began...Home .



This was written 3 days ago, the day
I wrote 'Life's Illusions', after hearing from my son
about his declining health.
I have written before about the fact
that we live here for just a short while, then
go back, return that life to the One who gave it
to us, but that phone call from Dwight, started
me thinking of it again, about the fragility of life,
and how it can be gone in a millisecond .
All the silly bickering, and pursuing riches, and
power are so foolish. As we've heard so many times
in this life...'you can't take it with you', so why
put so much time and energy in chasing after
those ,oh, so temporary things ?
Our time is best spent in loving and being loved,
and showing that love at every opportunity .
Love is what lasts, even beyond death.
I love all my children and grandchildren
and great-grandchildren. I love the children
whom my late husband and I 'adopted in our hearts'.
and all my close and distant relatives, and friends.
I believe that was God's purpose in sending
us to populate the Earth, to spread His love
to all mankind and to all His creatures .
I love you all, now and forever.




D

March 14, 2012



Saturday, September 17, 2011

MY LOVERS

He fills the gaping orifice
With tantalizing sweetness

Then glides smoothly, down
A long tunnel,
Ending in a cavernous space
Where he lies with me
Locked in embrace for a long,
Long time, before he decides
To leave me, never to return.

I sorrow for my lost love,
But soon, there is another
Lover, taking his place in my
Affections, and the caresses
Begin again.

Before long, that lover decides
To leave me, also, then another
And another. They stay for just
A short while, then tear themselves
away from me, and leave.

There are many; I'm never
At a loss for lovers.

But why, oh why, do they always,
Always leave me ?





Wrote this back in 1997, August 1st.
Don't know what prompted me to
write it, but here it is.

Can you answer my question ?
If so, please leave a comment. If not, also,
please leave a comment. Be honest, now.



I love all of you, my sweet family
and friends.
Be kind to yourself, and everyone else.
We all have to live on this planet,
hopefully in peace.
Count your many blessings. I do.



D















































Tuesday, August 16, 2011

PERFECTION

What is perfection ?
Who's to say exactly what constitutes perfection ?
We all seem to strive for this ideal...to be perfect, in our work, our marriages, our
child-rearing abilities, etc.
We feel that, in order to be accepted by society, we need to have all the latest fashions,
appliances for the home, new cars, etc.
Why do we invest so much time and energy into aiming for perfection ?
We are fine, just as we are !
None of us has ever been, or ever will be perfect.
We are human, and humans, with all our complexities, and screwed-up personalities
cannot be perfect.

It's different things to different people...shallow people think that if we can't have the
latest whatever, or one is not pretty or handsome, according to their ideas, then we
fall short of perfection.
We are all perfect just the way we are...just the way we look, talk and walk .
We are just as God made us, and he doesn't make mistakes, and those who think otherwise are sorely mistaken.

Look in the mirror...that's perfection . That's who you are. That's who your family
and True friends love...the real you, not some artsy-fartsy, phoney, plastic-enhanced
person. but you, the one in the mirror.
None of us will ever attain the kind of perfection that society demands . Their idea of 'perfection' is skewed !
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, someone once said . If those with whom we associate see nothing but our flaws , then they are not true friends. If we don't measure up to their standards of living, and of beauty, then we are not worth their time to bother with us.
Those who love us see beyond those things, and look into our hearts , and feel the love we have for them, and that is beautiful, and that is perfection.



May we all keep loving one another, no matter what we have or don't have, no matter how we look as we get older. Love never gets old, never changes.

I love all of you, my sweet family and friends, always will.
Keep loving each other.



D

Friday, July 29, 2011

LOVE LOST

Seeing, not with the eyes, but
With every beat of the heart

Feeling, not with touch, but with
The soul's yearning

Wanting, with every nerve a-tingling
Yet, unsure,
Turning, walking away,
Unfulfilled

Never knowing he, too,
Yearned
And felt, and wanted,

But, lacking the courage
To reach out...

Sadly, he watched as she
Walked away.

Two souls, never knowing
What might have been

Never tasting
The love that was waiting



This is a departure for me,
something I haven't tried before.
Not feeling really comfortable
with this style, but, seeing
the success of others, thought
I'd give it a try.
What do you think ? Should I
do more like this, or stick
with what seems to be
what you like, what has worked,
so far, anyway.

Let me know what you
honestly think. I value your
criticism.

Love you all. Keep being
kind to each other, always.


D




Tuesday, July 19, 2011

DESTINY

Before we ever came to Earth
We wrote our destiny
Of how our lives would unfold
Of how our lives would be

The happy times; the bad ones
Were scripted long ago
We made our choices way back then
Of how our lives would flow

We set down all the illnesses
The many kinds of pain
We chose the things that 'happen'
Repeating them again

We knew just what was needed
From the previous mistakes
Which wrongs should now be righted
Before our soul awakes

For once our journey's over
And we go Home to stay
We can look back at the lives we lived
And we can finally say

Although it took us many lives
And life on Earth was Hell
We stuck to what we scripted
We learned our lessons well

Monday, July 18, 2011

Well, now that I have maps to look at, am finding a few mistakes in my previous
writings. Nothing glaring, just mistaken faulty memories of a few things.
Nothing major, but I like to be as accurate as possible when relating these childhood memories. : )

First of all, the high school some of us attended, Roxbury Memorial High School, was NOT at Warren and Quincy streets, like I'd always thought. According to the map, it was on Townsend St., near Humboldt Ave. It looks like Quincy turned into Townsend, and if that's correct, you can see why I always thought it was on Quincy St. Humboldt Ave. runs parallel to Warren St. but further up.

Next mistake was the park we went to as children, and in which the picture that your cousin Sue blew up and framed for us, took place. It was NOT Warren St. Park. It was Washington Park, on Washington St. Boy, did I have these things wrong. I'm so
glad to have these street maps, so I can see the mistakes, and can correct them. I want you kids to have as accurate a rendering of events as possible.

Next is a really minor goof. Remember I said the little neighborhood store, Mary's, was on the corner of Ingleside at Blue Hill Ave. ? Mistaken again. When looking at the map, I could see that it was on a closer street than that, on the corner of Dove St. and B. H. Ave.

As I continue finding any mistakes, or misperceptions, I'll post them. May not mean anything to you kids, but I've always wanted to be correct whenever possible.
Boy, sometimes our brains get an idea, and we assume it's the right one. Look at how many years I've had these incorrect perceptions ! Hahaha...shows that these old brains of ours can really fool us sometimes !

I'm SOooo glad to have these maps...they help so much.

Oh, maybe you've noticed a street there, near Maywood, called Tupelo . That's where Louie West and family lived. He's the family friend who took Grandpa to the hospital when he severed an artery years ago, while carving a turkey, remember ?

Ok, this is gonna be a short one...just wanted to make these corrections.

I hope your cousin Sue is full of excitement and renewed hope for her future. She
should have everything she needs now to conduct her life in the way she wants,
and find some joy and happiness in her life. I'll keep praying for her, and always
hold her in my heart. I love her very much .

You, my sweet, oh, so precious children, are always in my heart, and my thoughts,
and will remain there always, now and forever.
Be good and kind to one another, always, and love and show forgiveness if and when it ever becomes necessary.
Find the joyful moments and cherish them.

I love you all more than words can say. you know that. I am so proud of all of you,
and so thankful you chose me to be your Mom.

More later.

D






































































Friday, July 15, 2011

MORE HAPPINESS

The flat we lived in on Blue Hill Ave, was on the second floor, over a Hardware store, Kramer's.
Anne, who was 19, got a job there, don't know what her work was, though. That flat was very close to the corner of Quincy St.
Phyllis was in Patrick T. Campbell Jr. High. Betty was at Horace Mann School, and Paul was at Phillips Brooks Elementary, across the Avenue, and down a ways on Quincy St. along with me, I think .

Fay and I would walk home from school, as far as Blue Hill Ave. I would go across, and walk the few steps to Maywood St. up a few houses to my home, right there, and she would have to walk way up the Avenue to her home. Think she was too far out of the district to be going to our school, so her folks must have gotten permission to have her attend there. I don't remember Paul walking back and forth with me, but he must have. I remember him going to our previous school at Julia Ward Howe, and us being together there.

On winter days when I stayed home, for whatever reason, I'd look out the bedroom window that overlooked the Avenue, and watch people trying to walk in all the dirty slush from the snow, and all the cars and streetcars going by. That was the most cars I ever saw any place, because it was a main thoroughfare. Seemed like an awful lot of them.

But once we moved from there to 61 Maywood St. just two streets over from Quincy St., we hardly ever saw a car on our street. We kids could play in the street sometimes, without much chance of getting run over. Mostly what traffic there was there were horse-drawn wagons, driven by men yelling out their wares, fruit and vegetables, mostly, and the rag man who collected rags, newspapers, and odd things like aluminum foil or the balls of string my father saved, etc. That guy would holler 'Rags, any old rags ' ! Then, if my Dad had anything to sell, he or Mamma would let the man know to come up the three flights to our flat.

You can look at that map now to see how close we were to school, and to the Savin St. Clinic, that was a block long, from Savin St. to Maywood, because of that big fenced-off cemented area, where I've mentioned before how we got under the sprinklers there in the summertime. I don't know what the purpose of all that area...don't remember ever seeing cars parked in there. Odd.
Anyway, by looking at the map, you can picture some of the things. How about the big, green water fountain I've spoken of before ? It was right on the sidewalk, near to the street, right between Savin St. and Maywood St, halfway between. can't you just picture that ??

To go to Kasanof's Bakery, we would walk from our flat there on Maywood, down to Blue Hill Ave, just a short walk, then, go left on B. H. Ave, just another short walk, and we were at the bakery ! If we were going to Dewey St. Drugstore, we had to cross the Avenue, and continue walking another short way to get there.

Sometimes, during the winter, Mamma would send Paul and I, pulling his wagon, to the National D store to get bags of 'coke', a fuel for the stove. It was cheaper than coal. Our Daddy had hurt his back from all the bags he used to haul on his back, and it caused a hump from all the coke he carried, so when we were old enough, we would do it, with the wagon.

The National D store was not a supermarket, much smaller, and painted a bright blue. It was just a little further than Dewey Drugs, on that same side of the street.
Right ON Dewey St. was a little Mom and Pop store, where we could get cups of sherbet, or 5 cent grab-bags full of candy. You didn't know what kind of candy until it was opened. Usually, they put some pretty good stuff in there ! Didn't get those too often...nickels were hard to come by.

One of the streets you can see on the map is Waverly. The Pastor of our church, Dudley St. Baptist church, lived there with his wife. Don't recall if they had a family or not. They were very sweet to us kids, had us to their home sometimes. I've mentioned before, how Pastor Brooks looked a lot like the Monopoly game man, a little chubby man like that, mustache and all. such a nice man, too. He would give all us kids a geranium plant during church services, to take home to our mothers on, I think, Mothers' Day. I was always thrilled to have something to give to Mamma !!

Ok, think that's enough for today. Now you can have some fun looking at the street map, and putting all the stories together with where everything happened. I hope you have fun doing it !

Until next time, I love you all so much, my precious children, and grandchildren., nieces and nephews. You all mean the world and more, to me. Always stick together, and be kind to one another .

D